I don’t know if it’s just one side effect of DMPA. I’m bored with the look of my blog. I’m bored with the routine that happens everyday. I’m bored doing the same thing. Maybe I’m just bored in general. Before when I’m bored like this, I end up cutting my own hair, just to have something new.
Here I am staring at my blog. I don’t know if I wanted to change the theme. But I would definitely wanted to transfer all the buttons, badges, banners to one page. My blog looks cluttered.
I wanted to watch my favorite TV series and Jdoramas, but I am not as punishment for not completing the tasks I set for myself. I’ve been procrastinating so much that the “cleanup my blog operation” has been put off for weeks.
I still had to post my 10 influential bloggers. I know I really had to go out there and promote myself too, but I just can’t. I just want to do something for myself and myself only that nothing or no one would interrupt.
The thought of bringing Yz to school this June would have relieved me. Two hours in Day care. Wow! Would that mean 2 hours of Me time? I hope so. But just now, I’m worrying how I will I be able to handle it? Can I wake up in the morning to fix her up and her baon (for snacks)? Her school is just a few blocks away but it starts at 10 in the morning. Imagine! Iwill have to wake up at 7 or 8, to think that’s my usual bedtime. I will have to prepare her food (that is supposedly nutritious).
But that’s a great new endeavor and I hope my boredom and stress will lessen.
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I got that same feeling sometimes. Can’t touch my laptop. What I do i read magazines or inspiring success stories.
that’s called catatonia, sabi ni jessica zafra. susyal.
that’s what I dreaded every morning.. dati nung isa pa lang maid ko.. gayakan.. waah ang hirap hehe