The boyfriend always warns me that I should not get too attached to a person. He knows that I will just get hurt if I let myself into a girl friend relationship. He listened to my complaints about my so-called besftfriend who doesn’t even greet me on my birthday, when she can go to another party, that I can be there for her on her beckon call, when she can’t even text me to say, hey! I’m here in another country now. Maybe she didn’t really like me or that she’s suffocated of me for being so demanding that’s why I’m taking a big step of not caring about her anymore. That goes with my other girl friends.
It was hard to let go. I cried for nights like crying over a breakup. I thought I was healed but seeing her again in facebook made it worse. And this is a perfect example why I hate facebook. Anyway, I am not really referring to her this time. I guess I have got over her now.
I can’t name names now. I don’t want to tell you who she is, cuz she might read this and think that I’m overly dramatic, sensitive and emotional and that I’m suffocating her that will make her stay away just like the others.
Well at least now my job/s are keeping me busy. I didn’t even have the time to complain and cry myself to sleep. You’ll just find me strumming my guitar.. humming… and staring blankly in the air. geeez. I would to think that this is just because of PMS. But after I had my DMPA shots, I have a regular spotting and it seems I have period everyday. Does PMS still count?
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I know how you feel, you are not alone
thanks, sherry. ^^
i feel for you dear.
i’ve had my fair share of “so-called” friends. the funny thing is, i see them communicating with their other friends on facebook but they can’t even send or write even just 1 letter on my wall. tough luck. to think that we went through a lot together. it’s funny how people can forget what you were able to contribute in their lives and what kind of friend you were to them just like that.
uu nga. yun ung nakakainis diba. kase parang dinadaan-daanan ka lang nila. hayz. huhu. parang walang pinagsamahan diba? you’d think tuloy na baka fabricated lang ung friendship nyo noon.
i made a move to say hi to one girl who was once my bestfriend. she was my bestfriend when i was in 4th year h.s. tpos she was 4 years younger. grabe, deadma yun msg! to think na she was the one who added me sa fb. hay naku. if she’s like that, then i’d do better without her. you were right in one of yur responses…it’s time to make new friends.
i think it’s a given na that as we get older, we realize the true value of friendship and we start seeing kung cno tlga yun mga TRUE FRIENDS natin. sometimes, they turn out to be the people we least expected to stick with us all the way.
glad to hear you’re kinda ok na.
ang labo talaga no. siguro it goes to show lang talaga kung anong klaseng “friend” sila. I mean, kung ganon sila sayo, di malabong gawin din nila sa iba un diba?
uu, time to make new friends. dito nalang tayo sa mga blogs natin. may friends na tayo, may kita pah. lol
sabi nga nila, if you have 40 friends nung bata ka, pag dating mo ng 40 years old, mabibilang mo nalang sa daliri mo ang true friends mo. ^^ swerte ng taong may true friend.
thanks, girl!
same here, im missing my ex-bestfriend sometimes and wondering what the hell is she doing now. YUn nga lang, wala yata sya any connection sa cyberworld lol kaya i feel bad..
I feel you bout your ex-bes, lalo na may FB pa pala sya… everybody seems to have FB account no.. bigla nawala ang friendster hehe.. Cheer up ganda, baka naman may natatagong inggit sa yo yun or i dont know kasi diba if you were a long lost friend— or siguro wait lang sya ikaw mag first move… Basta cheer up mwah
naku. ano naman kaiinggit nya sakin. di lang talaga nila ko feel. dami ko daw drama sa buhay ko. haha! tska prangka kase ako baka di nila ma-take. hihi.
uu, kaya hate ko talaga facebook, kase di man lang nila ko i-message dun. pero ung di talaga nila friend kala mo naman kung sino maka-comment sa mga Wall nila. napa-plastikan lang ako. ^^
thank you po.
friend mo na ba ako sa FB? lol
dito na lang ako reply sa mga tanong mo ha…
good idea talaga na may freedom wall para kay yz.. kahit ano naman idikit mo lang sa wall nyo.. manila paper or yung white paper na malaki (di ko lam tawag lol), palitan mo na lang pag puno na yung sulat.
Yung camera ko naman, fd60 fujifilm, point and shoot lang.. gamit ko sa pag-edit ng photos yung cs3 (photoshop), pero try mo yung picnik.com and/or photobucket.com kung wala ka photoshop, pwedi din picasa sa paggawa ng mga collage.
jya mata ne.. oo nga pala parang nakakapag-nihonggo ka. Jya happy weekends na lang =)
hihi. di ko po alam magcheck ng friends sa FB at di ako frequenter talaga dun. iniiwasan ko talaga. ahaha!
d2 ko na lang answer tanong mo ha, lam mo kalikutin mo yung cs3 mo kasi marami ka magagawa, yun nga lang, maubos oras mo sa umpisa.. try mo yung filter then vignette.. or try mo photobucket and picnik, may vignette effect dun.. yung ang ginagawa ko sa pics ko na sinasabi mo..
Well, things like that do happen.
Cheer up. Ako depressed ako pag may period. LOL. Ganyan lang talaga tayong mga babae. Hihi. 
uu nga, eh. mahilig mag-inarte. hihi. ^^ mejo okay na ko ngayon.
Good thing that i bumped on your blog through adgitize and I feel the same sis, I had also friends whom i treated so dearly we have lots of good and bad times together, almost happenings and drama moments, almost everyday that we’ve spend together i treated her as my sister since we share almost our secrets and share about everything, saddest thing happen when that person forgets you and those things that you have shared, now that we are miles apart is not an issue since we have both fb, friendster and ym but seems she’s deadma and not interested to leave me a message or just say Hi man lang like what she did to others na never naman naming naka bond i feel strange towards her actions and sometimes felt bad na parang ako lang ba ang nag value or treasure ng friendship so sad kasi I still consider her as my real and true friend, pero bad thing wala ako nakuha in return:-(
thanks, Grace. Uu nga. buti nakita mo ang drama ko hehe. di ko din nga ma-gets eh. diba? I know naman that people change, pero parang bigla na lang naglaho lahat ng pinagsamahan nyo.
naku, same tayo. ganun din sila. comment ng comment sa iba as if close sila, to think magkakaaway sila dati. siguro umikot lang talaga ang mundo or that they’re not true.
maybe it’s time to make new friends. ^^v
yup! so sad talaga kasi parang ganun lang ba kadali kalimutan lahat ng pinagsamahan nyo as in di naman mababaw yong pinagdaanan nyo together as friends pero the way kung paano ko nakikita ngayon yong actions or treatment nila towards you. yon ang masakit pero maybe mas naging emotional or sentimental lang siguro on my part kaya ganun na lang ang pagka affected ko pero anyway maybe ganun nga lang people change and accept the truth na she’s not really that real and best of friends that i thought she was.:-)
well anyway lahat naman ng bagay pag may nawawala may dumadating so le’ts mingle and meet new friend diba hehe:-)
uu nga eh. parang feeling mo super close na kayo to the extent that you treat her as your family. siguro di lang talaga sila marunong magpahalaga. basta alam nila, anjan ka lang. na isang tawag lang nila, takbo ka agad at di mo sila matiis.
yaan mo, makakakita din tayo ng true friends. kahit 1 or 2 lang ayus na un. ^^
hmmmmmm sinchi ba eto at ginaganito ka?? its her lost naman.. u are a great person na pinapakawalan nya, lol.
wag mo seryosohin yang sentence sa taas.. i know what u are going thru.. dugtong bituka nten thats what i feel right now din eh
at girlalu! may FB na ko.. add mo ko ha hihihi. di kta ignore dun pramis
same here marce…my bestfriend didn’t reply to my emails/friendster msg….buti nalang anjan kayo:)
aw. now lang ako nakareact. bestfriend? hayz. grabe no? kala mo forever na kayo, tapos di pala. parang boyfriend eh no. hihi. sakit sakit. huhu
mahirap talaga humanap ng REAL friends. eto talaga un makakasama mo through thick and thin. kaya minsan hirap akong magtrust sa mga bagong kakilala, kaya nga siguro naswertehan ako na I found my true friends. hayz, you’ll friend your true friends din. alam ko un iba nakita mo na.
uu nga eh. sana for keeps na talaga. kase senti talaga ako eh. buti nakahanap ka na din. ^^
ako. ako. hindi mo ba ako miss? ahihihi..
adik ka, tingnan mo kung anong date nito. hmm.. sino kaya yun?